Posts filed under “Core Azuka”
Forum Posting
I exist as two entities — Azuka in real life, and Zahymaka on the net. I like to feel I say only reasonable things in real life but sadly, that doesn’t happen to be what I do in cyberspace. I decided to look at the various forums I’m on and cut down on the useless […]
Supression
I’ve always been this way — people around me hardly ever know how I feel, because I hardly ever talk. Sometimes I get annoyed at myself because people’s perception is tha I’m dumb — something I immediately think about correcting, until I remember that my life’s philosophy is never to let what other people think […]
Nuclear war in Iran
Nuclear war? I don’t know what USA stands to gain by bullying nations around the world it perceives as future threats. I’ve been an amused observer of George Bush and his antics but I think this is taking it a bit too far. What would USA gain by raining nuclear weapons down on innocent citizens […]
The ‘Azuka’ Stare
I’ve come to discover various ways of looking at people because I love studying people. When I’m talking with someone and I suspect some falsehood in what he just said I look directly into his eyes without answering. More likely than not he gives himself away and ends up spilling everything out. I study ladies […]
PHPFreaks Guru!
Hurray! I attained PHPFreaks Guru status today and I’m sort of happy :D. Maybe I should celebrate by attempting to finish up the code for AuthWare CMS tonight — I doubt I can but I have to say the code is coming along nicely — although I do have some problems with full-text searching in […]
Macho…
Sometimes I really can’t help thinking we men are such fools especially when it comes to the emotional side. For those of us who aren’t gay, we tend to always hide our emotions behind a “macho” mask. I guess it’s unconscious but I tend to think women do have closer closer friendships than we men […]