Archive for the 'Core Azuka' Category

those little quirks that make and break me

Domestic Abuse

December 17th, 2006

I’ve been having a series of nightmares for the past few days, and somewhere in the deep recesses of my mind, this story formed. I didn’t go too graphic here, and I hope I never have to rewrite it to be graphic.
It had been a busy day at the office. I walked in, half-expecting not [...]

My love

November 15th, 2006
No it's not my compura computer this time -- it's a game. Table tennis. I have a tendency to become obsessed with anything I take an interest in, and this game wouldn't be left out. My Wednesday evenings at the YMCA are such an important ritual that when she was putting me up on the [...]

Eighteen

November 13th, 2006

I really don’t feel any different, but of course I never expected to be. I told my friend Kwame yesterday I was going to be 18 today.
“You know what we do to people on their eighteenth birthdays in Ghana?” he asked me. “We beat them!”
As if I’m looking for a beating. I’ve been up most [...]

Stress

October 22nd, 2006

I must have one of the worst techniques of dealing with stress the world over.
I can deal with problems when they come singly, but when they decide to come in droves, I just shut down. There’s the speech I have to give on Tuesday, i55.org which ought to have been completed by now, an external [...]

Changing

September 10th, 2006

Looking back over this year, I realize how much I’ve changed. All my shirts I came with over here are screaming to be let go. I was slightly over 5ft 11 when I came — I’m now approaching 6ft 1 and my trousers are ’scared of the ground.’ I’ll be needing new jeans.
The changes are [...]

Transfer?

September 1st, 2006

Transferring to a different school has been an idea rolling in my mind right from time. A friend I’ll call Rock told me MSU’s not for me. Another guy [let's call him Kofi] had a discussion with me today. When I told him I was contemplating transferring, he said,’That’s the wisests thing I’ve heard you [...]