Archive for the 'Core Azuka' Category

those little quirks that make and break me

Gluteus Maximus

May 2nd, 2007

When a person doesn’t talk much, it is almost a given that he develops two other skills to compensate — the art of listening, and the art of observation.
I used to be an artist. I would sit and stare at people, hoping to capture them in ways others never saw them with a pen and [...]

Snob

April 11th, 2007

I’ve never been one to go with the crowd. In my final year of secondary school however, I made an exception — everyone was handing out a slumbook and I followed suit.
I was one of the strictest male prefects in my set — especially to the girls because I reputedly never smiled (I did laugh [...]

‘Young Man’

April 8th, 2007

Censored*: hello guru
Azuka: Hi. How’re you doing today?
Censored*: cool. u?
Azuka: I’m surviving.
Azuka: Was there a question you wanted to ask me?
Censored*: not really. i just wanted to say tanx for your help the other day
Azuka: It’s nothing.
Censored*: u gave me your blog addy a while ago. man, youve got talent!
Azuka:
Censored*: your so [...]

Anger

February 28th, 2007

I can’t remember what P said to me. I couldn’t even remember what it had been a day later.
That said, whatever it was was enough to set me off.
My blood boiled.
He knew that look.
He knew I got angry very easily.
He was bigger than I was and would have given me a beating if he wanted [...]

Why, why, why?

February 27th, 2007

What is the meaning of life? Why do I suddenly feel so empty? Why do I feel there isn’t any point?
Why, why, why?

Gender Inequality: Violence

January 31st, 2007

When I wished I was a misogynist sometime ago, Everchange understandably took me to task. For the record, I’m not a misogynist — in fact some of my beliefs could be perceived as feminist. I only believe in gender equality, something very difficult to find in today’s world. I’ve seen a friend of mine slapped [...]